Jay mc wasnt just my brother, he was my best friend also.As children I was always by his side, we would go everywhere together. If I fell over he was the one to pick me up and comfort me, if I ever had any questions, he would always answer them for me, if I was worried about anything, hes the one who would make me feel safe again. Jay was and still is the best brother in the world to me. While he was fighting pancreatic cancer, he was so scared of the outcome, I then did my best to be by his side as often as I could, it was my turn to pick him up when he was feeling low, I did everything I could to comfort him and make him feel safe as he had always done for me. My brother was the other half of who I am today, but since he has passed Im so lost without him by my side, Im only half the person I was before. I miss his smile, hearing his voice, holding his hand, I miss everything about him. Life will never be the same without him, he could light up a whole room with his smile, he made so many people happy, he was the best uncle in the world to Liam ,Ryan and Erin. He once said to me "If I can come back, Ill always be by your side." I hope this is true jay mc. Till we meet again my brother, I love you with all my heart and I miss you every minute of every day, thank you for the best 36 years of my life, and thats because you were here with me, All my love your little sister Winona GaGa xxxx