hi my babs , every day goes by so empty,and lonely missing your beuitiful smile, yr hugs,holding yr hands,haveing our chats at 1,2,3,4,5,6,am in a morning walks down the drive all hours of the night talking over things, trying to give you hope that you will get well,that l promised l would standby you all the way which we did every hr of the day andnights , god l wished you were still here my darling ,my heart is broken,im struggling to get through the days and night Jay l wished it was me and not you my babs you had so much to give so much love in you , every body who knows you, you touched thier hearts by one, stay close by us & yr gaga,Ian,Erin liam,Ryan,and Avril Ryan Jay, WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU JAY SO SO MUCH BABS TILL WE MEET AGAIN ,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BABS,XXXXX<3