hello my babs i just had to write down how much am missing you so so much,the theres not a moment in the day or night that l dont think about you,its not getting any better Jay l will never understand why,if there is an heaven l hope its a better place than this world,and that you are so happy there with people /family who love you so much,if only l know you were ok and happy and out of any pain,it would give me comford babs,if there is a way you can let me know some how,l dont know if you can ,l will never stop worrying about you wondering if your ok if your well and happy ,all i see at the moment is your beuitifull face in a lot of pain,that will stay with me forever,stay close by babs,we miss and love u so very much, l will never understand if theres a god why diod he take you from us,in sutch a crewl way if at all,l will never understand why ,till we meet again my darling Jay ,you were so very brave my darling ,l could go on forever,with tears in my eyes, love u so much my babs,xxxxxxxxxx<3<3<3