There isnt a day goes by when my thoughts are with you (and tears). Its so hard to believe that its been 20 yrs of knowing you and now you're gone. Unbelievable I knew you prior to you meeting your "wife/my sister" we used to go out drinking together - although I could always drink you under the table!! So many fun times now are only memories. There's so much pain left from your passing and it doesn't get any better as the days pass. I am only glad you are out of pain now and free to love again, I'm sure you will have met someone up there who will appreciate you for the person you are and you deserve happiness. There's also hatred left behind more than you will ever believe. I will never forgive her Jay for the pain she caused you in your final year. Thats a promise All my love to you and to Teddy ...oh and look after my Annie (I know you will) Thank you for being my angel in the sky WE MISS YOU MORE TODAY THAN YESTERDAY BUT LESS THAN TOMORROW Love Avril