Hi my babs, l think about you every moment of the day& night each time l have a weep l carnt help it just comes ,what id give to have you back home with us out of pain and happy again,l layin bed thinking about what you/ve gone through you poor soal,i felt so helpless watching my beuitifull son go through all that pain, just to stay with us bless you my darling,wished we could still do out midnight walks down the drive holding hands , having a cuddle even though you were always in pain my darling boy,as you know l talk too you all day long and at night i go to bed crying for you every night,im finding it very difficult without you my darling it should never have been this way,dad winona,Ian,liam, ryan erin and me all miss you so much Jay love stay close by,hope your haveing a better life pain free my darling babs,hope you have met rocky ,love you with all my heart,god bless,mum xxxxxx:(